There is only this much I can keep to myself about.
There is only this much I can lie to myself about.
Do you know?
Will you want to know?
It feels selfish to not say.
It is like living in a lie.

why?

This smile is gone.

I hate you.

I want to be able to protect people I love with determination and out of pure love too.

Just being implusive and all.

i ran out of love to give anyone.
it is so pointless , aint it?
It makes me want to cry.

Out of your life I go.
I initiated it.
Not for me, but for you.
You are better off without me anyway.

There I've said it and I will say it again.
It is better this way.

-crawls out of hermit shell-

I am so clueless, it is blalantly stupid.
what have I been saying without knowing anything anyway?
Just who do I think I am?
Vic ar, maybe you should just stfu and die.


Since realisation have hit you right in the face now,
why don't you just go away and die?

i am going to be a hermit.
Byebye people.

No love at all.

I am actually making progress with my studying O.o i dunno if i feel happy or sad that the progress is so slow.